Watching the SeahawksSunday, September 20, 2009
MaDnEsS
Watching the SeahawksSaturday, September 19, 2009
Black and White

I'm a black bat, baby, bangin' on your window pane.
Well, I'm a black bat, babe, I need my high octane
I jammed with the band last night. It was great to see Pete and Tam. We were all a bit rusty, but that'll improve.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Incidents, draws and dinner

you realize time flies.
And the best thing that you can do
is take whatever comes to you.
'Cuz time flies.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Football, American Style

Domingo
The Seahawks and the Rams are involved in an Ugly Bowl. Seattle has 3 turnovers in the first half, and it hasn't finished yet! Seahawks 7-0. Carlson 1 yd TD reception. Burleson just fumbled a punt return but recovered.
But I love the American Football Season. And thanks to technology – I see it in HD! O'Brave new world!
The weather is getting cooler. Between a record summer in Madrid and August in the northeast, I can't wait for Fall. This has been the hottest summer of my life, even topping Jamaica.
Hasslebeck is a bit off today, with 2 INT's already. Julus Jones looks very good.
FUDGE! Seahawks had their first FG of the year blocked for a TD. The Seahawks look like a Pop Warner football team. But the Rams had 12 men on the field. This game is insane! It's like it's week one of preseason. 1st down Seattle! Well spank my ass and call me Loretta!
I met this gal named Sofia from Vancouver. She's a bag lady, in that she designs women's hand bags. I think we're going to do dinner sometime this week. Cute. Long dark hair. I have to ask her if she likes hockey and Rush.
She knows Salt Spring Island, an island off of Victoria, where I did that consulting project with GW in 2004.
She was like, “How is it that you know that area? That's crazy!” I don't know. I just sometimes find myself in an odd place.
TD Recpt Nate Burleson, who has done more in this half than the last two seasons combined. Holmgrown was awful with picking or negotiating with wide receivers (See: Joey Galloway, Koren Robinson).
Terry Bradshaw just said a guy “bantered his way into the end zone." James Brown was like, you mean 'battered' right? Bantered is talking.”
And Bradshaw responds, “You caught me again, JB.”
I met a guy in his twenties last year from the states who never even knew that Bradshaw was a player, let alone a Hall of Famer. The dude was like, “the goofy old man on Fox. Won 4 Superbowls? Are you kidding?”
Somebody say fair warning to all
Lord strike that poor boy down!
-Van Halen
Aaron Curry looks great. He and Lofa should kick some ass this year. 21-0 Seahawks. A second TD for Carlson. Jones scores on a 60+ yard run! 28-0.
The defense looks good, as does the offense in the second half, but it's only the Rams. I can't get too excited. The Rams may be the worst team this year.
Lunes
Happy Birthday Mum!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Oh well
Thursday, September 10, 2009
and one and two and three.....
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
And the days go by....

Nothing ever really changes. But everything changes.
Night divides the day
Tried to run
Tried to hide
Break on through to the other side
Monday, September 7, 2009
Alternate Timeline

I made my will today. Hopefully that means i'm not going to die anytime soon. But getting my skull cracked open by muggers made me think. Some one has to be designated to make decisions in the extreme case that i cannot.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Sleep of no dreaming

I grew out of hope
I regarded the cosmos
Through a circle of rope
So I threw out my plans
Ran on to the wheel
And emptied my head
Of all childish ideals
The sleep of no feeling
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Coming back to life

Back in town. Slept from 1:00 - 6:00 and then was up til 13:00, when i fell back to sleep again. Did some food shopping and cleaning products. Fumigation has begun! How does a grown man not clean a bathroom for almost 8 weeks! Joder! I thought i was lazy (and i am). Listening to Robert Fripp's Exposure. It's one freaky freaky album. But it fits all out cleaning and reorganizing. I mop therefore i am.
Friday, September 4, 2009
High Hopes
Here Again
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
The Never Ending Story

So no need to worry
Sunday, August 30, 2009
El Adios Grande

I saw Annie, Sue and Frippy for the last time today. We took Annie to the Tower which is what she calls the Washington Monument. It was a crystal clear day and Annie had a blast looking out the windows of the observation deck. "Beautiful," she kept saying.
In the evening sky
I see my faint reflection
Pale facsimile
Like what others see
When they look in my direction
Friday, August 28, 2009
Senor tres mil

Scaggsville
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Liga de Campeones!

The dust, a smoke screen all around
See faces ploughed like fields that once
Gave no resistance
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Smithstock

- Smithstock on saturday in Newtown CT was a blast. We jammed for a few hours. I got to play a good bit. The rain held off, so it was lots of fun. I saw many old friends i had not seen in years - Denis, Kathy, Dave and Kathy, etc.
- Next week i head home. Hard to believe, but it's time. Time to get back to work.
- But i have oodles of things to do before i go - take Fripp back to DC. Talk with doctors and take care of legal crap.
- All in good time everything falls into its right place
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Back in CT

- 2,336 miles driven in the US so far! Global warming loves me.
- I am blogging from my new Mac Book Pro. Boo Yeah! Bill Gates - suck my balls!
- I have three glorious weeks left in the Northeast.
- I will post pics of the trip once i find that damn chord that attaches my camera to my laptop.
- I am in Ansonia, watching the Yanks romp the Mariners 5-0. And Boston continues to swoon.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
El Padrino
Tomorrow is the long drive from DC to CT. D'oh!Watching the USA - Mexico World Cup qualifier. We have never won in Mexico. The Azteca Stadium always has smog, high altitude and 110,000 rabid fans. It's 1-1 in teh 39th minute.
Bryan and Rebecca had to go out so i am watching Caleb, teh German Shepard, to make sure he doesn't wreck shit or steal food. I, a dog watcher - who ever could have imagined. O brave new world that has such a me in it! Caleb is sleeping. Hallelujah!
Mexico is in danger of not qualifying for the world cup. I like Mexico. Megan, my one and only god daughter, is Mexican.
And what does that make me? It makes me El Padrino, the Godfather.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
down by the river




Kayaked in the Potomac today with Bryan. We went under the Key Bridge and down around Roosevelt Island. We stopped off on the Island and hit some crazy mud, but all was well.
The DC area feels more like home than any other place in the USA, probably because this was the last place i lived before Madrid. I've been in Georgetown twice now this visit. I used to work there so it's strange to go back there.
Monday, August 10, 2009
FORWARD PROGRESS
While i denied, what my heart knew what was right
times like these, any fool can see
any fool can see, your love inside me
-Marillion
Finally saw a good doctor. They can't bring back my hearing but have a device that will transmit the hearing thru the bone to help me hear on that side. Now i just need to get my insurance to pay for it!
It never ends. Not really.
But i am happy that at least now someone has presented some options. Thanks to all of you who have been so supportive during this rather loco time of my life.
Hot as hell in DC today. I've been up since 6:15 because i had to drive to Baltimore for 8am.
The next two days will be spent chilling with Bryan. And then back to CT.
It never ends - the driving. I've gone almost 2,000 miles already. I drive, therefore i am.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
things to do in DC

- Saw two friends from Madrid, Rebecca and Comet Girl
- Saw Rocknocerus with Annie and Sue at an outdoor venue. They are a kid's band she adores. Then Annie I threw rocks in a creek, her favorite pass time. She talks now. There was a puppet show too. It was like kiddie Woodstock, with a line of strollers outside the theater instead of motorcycles.
- Go to the Doctor in Baltimore tomorrow, the specialist. I need to be there by 8am. Then back to Rockville, MD with Rebecca and Bryan.
- Hot as hell here today. We stayed inside.
- The Yankees are wrecking the Red Sox in this series, going for the sweep tonite
Thursday, August 6, 2009
DC
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Open Highway

I am in DC. Over 1,700 miles driven so far. The road lays out before me, both endless and timeless. Time out of time. My friends have grown older. As have i. And there are young-ins growing up at quite a clip.
But the road remains the same. More or less. Same road i've been streaking up and down for 11 years. All boarding the New England to DC Express, please have your tickets ready! And away we go.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Sleepless
Fripp in the closetHours and hours on the phone with Kaiser and i still can't get them to approve me to see a specialist. 2 months since the attack and not one doctor on 2 continents has helped me one iota. And if i have to pay this all out of pocket it will bankrupt me.
So now i will see an Kaiser ENT in VA on Friday. I may have to pay of pocket if i go to the specialist on Monday if they don't approve it in time, which they won't. I want to scream.
One small ray of hope is that i finished the initial spell check for Buying New Soul, the new novel. Remember when i used to be a drummer / writer and not a full time call-health-insurance-provider person? I don't.
So down to DC tomorrow. I can't sleep. It's 3:00 am. But at least Fripp is here to keep me company.
Monday, August 3, 2009
A good Yak
photo: In Salamanca in June- Finally went kayaking today on the Housatonic River. It was hot, but a blast. There were water skiers and other kayakers. I had trouble sleeping last night, but don't think i will tonite. I went quite a ways. I sometimes forget i am an old man! It was a good yak.
- I needed to blow off some energy anyway after arguing with Kaiser Permanente about getting my referral. Eastern block countries in the 60's moved faster than Kaiser.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
REST
- a little bit of rest in Ansonia before i make the long trek to my date with destiny in DC. I hope to do some kayaking. There's nothing like a good yak.
- And in the AM i need to wrestle with Kaiser Permanente to get my damn referral passed through. It's been three weeks! They make the Spanish government look efficient.
- And the Mets have dropped 3 of 4. Ugh!
- Spent the weekend in Wilton with the Tietjens. We swam at his sisters on Saturday and barbecued and watched baseball on TV outside. I love this country!
- I am in bed, with Fripp at my feet. All is well.
Friday, July 31, 2009
a contact sport
it hardly seems to matter now
-Genesis
It's a new month. August. Hot and steamy.
I am weary of travel and am happy to be in one place for a few days. Pete, from the new band was shocked I quit Summer in Raincoats, but psyched i would be with them full time. So a new era dawns.
And a new blog layout as i gear up for season six of THE SPANISH EXILE.
I am weary of so much travel. And i'd love to know what is up with my ear. It's great to see friends, but i miss home. I miss having my own place and always feel like i'm imposing when i stay in someone else's house, no matter home welcome i know i am.
My home is everywhere and nowhere. I often feel like i don't really have a family anymore. That i am just a drifter. I go from here to there. And i love it. But here in the northeast there's no routine. I sometimes think it would have been easier if i had just died in the Madrid mugging. Sometimes i think "i fought to live for this?"
But it's just normal depression after something so serious. You say, "is this all? Is this really it?" But you keep going. You just have to face the fear and the uncertainty. I don't really wish i had died. I fought with everything in my core to stay alive.
Everything can change in a matter or moments. Life is always reminding us of that.
I will be whole again, with or without my left ear.
I'm just tired. And it's been a hell of a year. But everything is changing. New days are upon me. And i'm never going to be able to go back. Nor should i want to.
Doors shut. Windows open. Life is a contact sport.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Summer without Raincoats
I also quit the band. Our bassist was an epsilon minus semi-moron, and they actually recorded in June while i was recovering from my skull, and my mugging happened at the gig. Nice people! And we were about as progressive sounding as a jug band, so i told them to play with themselves.
Tamara and Pete and I will continue the band with no name when i get back. It'll be a better band than the old one, i truly believe. Yeah!
One ear closes, another opens.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
back in the neighborhood
DC. You're not a state. You're a half-assed city. Our founding fathers indeed were wise!
Hot and humid. Oh brave new country that has such swamps in it!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
same as it ever was
I have driven over 750 miles in my first week in the US. Damn, I love this country.
listening to EXIT..STAGE LEFT by Rush
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Ansonia
Spent tonite with the Mum and tomorrow i head to DC. It's a long 350 mile trip. I have already driven over 400 miles and been in NY, CT, MA, and VT.
By the time i return from DC at the end of the week, i will have tripped 1000 miles already.
I drive, therefore i am.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
life in Vermont

- The Mets are winning. I am not confident that will continue, 2-1, top of the 9th
- It's cool today, which is lovely. Tomorrow back to Ansonia. Monday down to DC. I'll see my boy Frippy and little Annie!
- My ear is ringing a bit today. Could be the music and the jamming. But i have an appointment to see a great neurologist in Baltimore on August 10.
- I have never been hugged so much in my life! People are happy i am doing so well after the incident of last May.
- Mets are leading 4-1!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
RAGE
The weather has been fine. The mosquitos are voracious.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Los Estados Unidos
My mother said to get things done
Youd better not mess with major tom
-David Bowie
After a year, i am home.
The plane ride was long and annoying. Iberia Airlines, trusty as ever.
Here at casa de mama. It's 6:00am, Madrid time. It's 00:00 here.
I am body tired, but not sleep tired. All in good time.
American TV. Nachos and buffalo wings for dinner. Yeah!
Tomorrow: Wilton, CT
Wed - Sat; South Londonderry VT
Sunday: Ansonia, CT
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Going Home
Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn? Remember how she said that we would meet again, some sunny day?
-Pink Floyd
Music to leave Madrid by:
Big country - Come up screaming
Mark Knopfler - All the Road Running
Tommy Bolin - Mind fusion jam
Rush - Maple leaf Gardens '94
Joe Satriani - Surfing with the Alien
it's 34 - that's like 97! I have finish the initial packing. It's very surreal. I'm going to be gone for two months? Back the other home, with all those old friends. All those children growing - some of them speaking now, whereas last year they did not. It's enought to make you feel old! And lucky. extremely lucky.
The Mets actually won last night. But so did the f*^king Phils in the bottom of the 9th! One kilometer forward, one back.
Why is Anahiem always a house of horrors for the Yankees?
On to final room cleaning! But i don't even feel like moving.
rock bottom, hotter than hell
-Kiss
18:22
No real cleaning done to report. Couple things broken, though.
18:52
Some cleaning accomplished, por fin. Chema will drive me to the airport which rocks! Mum will pick me up.
20:36
Computer keeps overheating when Mets are on. Bugger! Now i have an ice pack on it. That's helping. Damned infernal heat.
23:20
On the terrace. Cooler put here . The stars are out. And I am outta here tomorrow.
0:30
I can see the moon.
Soon
Ours to shape for all time, ours the right
The sun will lead us
Our reason to be here
-Yes
Season 5 of the Spanish Exile i over as i prepare to begin summer hiatus in the USA. There's been ups and downs, lots of laughs, summer in raincoats and a fractured kull. What a season!
Home. It's the USA. It's here in Madrid. It's a tricky word.
Salamanca with Maria was great fun. It's a very old city. Lat night Cara and i had a few beers and went for Indian food, so all the loose ends are tied up.
So now- pack. Shouldn't be too bad. My fight is at 13:55 and i arrive in NY at 16:00. Time zones are pretty trippy.
I shall see you soon, dear friends. I shall see you soon.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Salamanca
They finally painted my closet, so i can put my room back together on Friday.
The heat continues, no shelter from the sun.
Packing for Salamanca will take ten minutes. It's just one night so i'll just throw a bag over my shoulder. But the train station is way up to the north of the city, so i'll have to leave early for our 11:00 train.
I love trains.
I so need to get out of this goddamn house. I feel like Jack Nicholson in the SHINING.
Mere days before we have re-entry into the US.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Breeze
The Mets are atrocious. It pains me to watch yet i cannot look away. Down 3-0 to the Dodgers in the 3rd.
But there is a breeze coming in from the terrace now. It's lovely.
I haven't experienced humidity in about a year. That might just be a bit of an adjustment when i get to the Northeast.
It's July 8th. Time slouches forward. On and on. Sometimes all it takes is a breeze.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Summertime Blues
jul 8, 9 - Granada, Espana
jul 13 - Ansonia CT
jul 14 - Wilton CT
Jul 15 -18 Rock and Roll Rage X - VT
Jul 19 - Ansonia CT
Jul 20 - 23 Rockville MD
Yes, it's 7 wild weeks with me in the USA. You will all be so happy when i finally leave!
30 C again. That's 90F. Same as it ever was.
I spent all afternoon filling out end of the year school stuff and listening to Joe Satriani. Two more classes to go.

