We only come out at night

We only come out at night,
the days are much too bright
We only come out at night
-Smashing Pumpkins


Walks in the country. A real goddamn steak for lunch! And the obligatory Hugh Grant movie; this time Notting Hill. Quite a lovely love story really.

I've known love like this. More than once. And i know i will again. But sometimes it is all kind of overwhelming.

And here i go again. Or not. We'll see how Sabado goes. I don't even know if we can communicate.

But it doesn't really matter, does it? What matters is that you try, that you're in the race. Because if you're not in the race, then what the hell are you doing?

What if i'm not too old? What if i'm too young? What if there's so much more i need to learn, to know?

That's not nearly as scary as having seen it all. Not at all.

The hopeful depend on a world without end
whatever the hopeless may say
-Rush

00:16 Jueves

This is a one horse town, With less than 1,200 here, it's miniscule. I just came back from a walk and i saw 5 cars the whole time. Ghost town. No one lives here except old folks. There was a funeral yesterday - they came out of the woodwork. They were like silver - grey roaches that could walk upright. Almost. Some were kind of shaped like a C. Folks age hard here.

It's been a lot of fun. A nice break away from the city. Time out of time.