Onesy for Annie
WHO´S YOUR DADDY? NOT ME!!!!!
I find no absolution
in my rational point of view
Maybe some things are instinctive
But there's one thing we could do
You could try to understand me
I could try to understand you
You could try to understand me
I could try to understand you
- Rush
Freedom has a scent like the top of a newborn baby's head
-U2
What can I say? Words do not describe the relief I feel. I have dodged a bullet. No ties to Darth in the future if I don't want them to be there. Time to settle the divorce with my lawyer (release the hounds!). Darth has been stalling for 3 months now. How 'bout some closure?
There's a scene at the end of Terminator 2 where Sara Connor is driving and you just see the white lines of the highway. She says something to the effect that the future has been a set course for the past several years, and that now there's finally hope. The future is no longer set and life is just an open highway, uncharted territory.
This is how I feel. Whether Annie was mine or not dominated my everyday thoughts since Thanksgiving. Hoder!!! 5 months. I may have lost a few years off my life. My hair has more gray. My beard has more gris (gray in Spanish). But I am free of Darth's spell.
Above is a photo of the Atletico Madrid Onesy I bought for Annie. Adorable! Happy Birthday Chica! I still hope to be a loving and cool Uncle to her. Time will tell.
I've been shell shocked the past 24 hours. I can't believe it! I am so relieved. I went out for a few quick drinks with American Laura and her new novio (boyfriend, good guy, Scottish) to celebrate.
"I've never seen you look so relaxed," she said.
"I don't think I have been, since you've known me. Since anyone here has known me."
So what do I do now? Go to Intercambio night with Kristen and probably see Patricia. Who knows what will happen with that scene, but I least now I know I never have to pull her aside on a Sunday morning (in our underwear, blankets off the bed on the floor, placing grapes into each other's mouths on my patio) and say "Did I mention I have a two month old with my ex?"
Fucking hell!
in my rational point of view
Maybe some things are instinctive
But there's one thing we could do
You could try to understand me
I could try to understand you
You could try to understand me
I could try to understand you
- Rush
Freedom has a scent like the top of a newborn baby's head
-U2
What can I say? Words do not describe the relief I feel. I have dodged a bullet. No ties to Darth in the future if I don't want them to be there. Time to settle the divorce with my lawyer (release the hounds!). Darth has been stalling for 3 months now. How 'bout some closure?
There's a scene at the end of Terminator 2 where Sara Connor is driving and you just see the white lines of the highway. She says something to the effect that the future has been a set course for the past several years, and that now there's finally hope. The future is no longer set and life is just an open highway, uncharted territory.
This is how I feel. Whether Annie was mine or not dominated my everyday thoughts since Thanksgiving. Hoder!!! 5 months. I may have lost a few years off my life. My hair has more gray. My beard has more gris (gray in Spanish). But I am free of Darth's spell.
Above is a photo of the Atletico Madrid Onesy I bought for Annie. Adorable! Happy Birthday Chica! I still hope to be a loving and cool Uncle to her. Time will tell.
I've been shell shocked the past 24 hours. I can't believe it! I am so relieved. I went out for a few quick drinks with American Laura and her new novio (boyfriend, good guy, Scottish) to celebrate.
"I've never seen you look so relaxed," she said.
"I don't think I have been, since you've known me. Since anyone here has known me."
So what do I do now? Go to Intercambio night with Kristen and probably see Patricia. Who knows what will happen with that scene, but I least now I know I never have to pull her aside on a Sunday morning (in our underwear, blankets off the bed on the floor, placing grapes into each other's mouths on my patio) and say "Did I mention I have a two month old with my ex?"
Fucking hell!
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