Grey matters, part 2

The Seahawks, decimated by injuries, crashed to a 1-4. Ugh...the bad old days. I remember them well. Nothing to complain about, though. It's been a nice run. But that playoff streak is coming to an end.

Crashing.

Today is a tough one - trying to deal with getting new classes. I heard from the Korean school. It looks like it would be best to teach in a private school and i could get a job easily. They'll give me a place to live and pay my airfare. Other side of the planet.

Hmmmm.

Something is going to happen to show me the way. I don't know when, but sometime, somewhere something will happen. Damn! I sound like the department of homeland security!

EBC, where i took the TEFL course will send my CV out to a heap of places here. The Koreans are hot and heavy suitors. I was so desperate I called Rebound Girl as she works for a company that sends people on trips to learn English. What drama! What excitement!

What a crock of shit. I need to have the Daft Cunt killed. Yeah i do. You saw it coming. I can see the headline now.

DAFT CUNT KILLED
In the quiet neighborhood of Valderazza, a man was murdered last night after being hit repeatedly with a sack of doorknobs. Police have no leads.

Well, I negotiated a full week's severance, so it's better than nothing.

Okay, anger issues aside, i need to take a deep breathe. Take action. Make calls. Take away that feeling of powerlessness.

i have applied to teach English to people in China over the Internet. Frigging hell! I think it would be easier to try teach fish how to walk!

Deep breaths. Let the light flow through me. Feel the energy run through me. My neck is a well cooked piece of asparagus.

i finished IN ANOTHER COUNTRY yesterday. I'm going to try and edit it today and then get it out to you all. About 5,000 words. Not bad. I don't think I need to issue any warnings. There's some sex in it, but that doesn't seem to bother this crowd.

People on both sides of the Atlantic often say I am very brave for just hopping from country to country. Maybe. I don't know.

In the words of the Mum;

There's a fine line between bravery and stupidity.

And in the words of Janis Joplin;

Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose.

Maybe the truth lies somewhere inbetween. As always - shades of grey.

Okay. I just applied for a University Job in Johannesburg, South Africa. Hello? They are hosting the World Cup in 2010!